
1998 metais kai jau buvau kazkiek ipusejes savo mokslus su vadovu nutarem, kad man reiktu kur nors isvaziuot i uzsieni truputi padirbet. Taigi susisiekiau su savo kursioku, kuris jau gerus dvejus metus dirbo KTH (Karaliskajame Technologijos Institute) ir sutarem su ten esanciu profesorium, kad mane ten priims dirbt jei bus finansavimas. Taigi padaviau toki prasyma Svedijos Institutui, kuris skiria stipendijas studijuoti Svedijoje ir praejes atranka (kuri mano galva buvo vienas juokas) rudens pradzioje isplaukiau is Klaipedos i Stokholma. Buvo idomu plaukt keltu ir stebet Klaipedos uosta, kuris atrode didelis. Bet atplaukus i Svedija supratau, kad Klaipedos uostas mazdaug uzutekis palyginus su Stokholmo. Krante mane pasitiko draugas ir nuvaziavom mes su juo i universiteta, kur sutvarkes popierius (ir gaves nemazai grynu pinigu, nes planavau praleist tik tris menesius, o bankai tokiam trumpam laikui saskaitos nenorejo atidaryt) sedau i taksi ir nuvaziavau i buta, kuriame tureciau gyventi.
Taigi isleido taksistas mane prie tokio oranziniu namu ir parode kuris yra mano, jis angliskai nekalbejo, bet kazka suprato. Taigi iejau as i ta nama ir pradejau kilt liftu i 14 auksta (dabar neatsimenu, kaip zinojau, kad tas aukstas). Islipes is lifto pradejau ieskot duru su numeriu, kuris galetu atitikt mano rakto numeri ar dar kazka, bet nieko nerandu. Namas tais laikais toks neiprastas is vidaus atrode - jokiu langu koridoriuje nei laiptu. Vienintele vieta, kuri siek tiek platesne buvo lifto aikstele. Ten pasidejau lagamina ir pradejau ieskot kurios durys galetu buti mano. Visos durys vienodos ir visos su akutemis, toks vaizdas lyg kazkas kazka sektu. prastovejau gera pusvalandi galvodamas kaip surast man ta buta, nes skaiciai visiskai kitokie nei tai kas parasyta mano kontrakte ar pakabinta prie rakto ir visa kita. Praejo viena mergina, kuri visai negalejo man padet, nes sake nesuprantanti mano kontrakto ir apskritai, norejo kuo greiciau is ten dingti.
Galiausiai pradejau aiskintis savo sutarties eiles numeri ir pastebejau kad kazkurie (ne paskutiniai) keturi skaitmenys sudaro skaiciu butu numeriu ribose. Nusprendziau, kad kas bus tas, eisiu lauztis i ta buta. Mano nustebimui raktas atrakino duris ir butas buvo tuscias. Taip tame bute ir praleidau tris menesius.
In 1998 when i was halfway through my studies together with my advisor we decided that it would be beneficial for me to go abroad and work a little in some other lab. My friend who worked in KTH (Royal Institute of Technology) helped me to find a professor who would accept me if there would be funding for my stay. So i applied for scholarship from Swedish Institute, which gives scholarships to people to come to Sweden for studies. Selection process was quite easy and i got the scholarship and in the beginning of fall i left for Stockholm. Ferry was taking me through Klaipeda's port and i thought that it's quite big port, however when i arrived to Stockholm i understood that Klaipeda's port is mere bay compared to Stockholm's. My friend met me at the port and we went to the university to do all the necessary paperwork. After that i was issued considerable amount of money, which was for the whole three month stay at once (bank did not want to open an account for such a short time). Well i took taxi and went to the apartment that was reserved for me. Taxi driver who did not speak English, though i suppose he understood at least some he let me out at some orange buildings and pointed me to the one that my apartment was in.
So i entered the building and took the elevator (lift) to 14th floor ( i do not really remember how i new that i had to be on that floor). Well after exiting the elevator i faced quite interesting problem - i could not find the apartment that i was supposed to live in. The numbers on the key did not match any numbers on the doors in the corridor. The building seemed a little odd at that time (in fact just different from what i was used in Lithuania) - there were no windows in the corridor and no stairs that one could use. The only place that was just a little bit wider was close to the elevator, all other space was lined with the same doors and a peephole in everyone of them. After walking back and forth for half an hour i start feeling as if someone was watching me through those peepholes. Standing next to lift i was examining my contract and the numbers on the key trying to find what is the magic number that would allow me to find the door i need. There was one girl passing by, however she said that she does not understand the contract nor she knows how to help me and i had a feeling that she just wanted to get out.
Anyway, after some examination of the contract serial number i found that some four numbers (in between some other numbers) are in the range of the door numbers in the corridor. So i ventured to check if my key would open that door. To my surprise the door opened and the apartment was unoccupied, so i took over it and lived there for three month (somehow with all the doors being so similar i still had a feeling that this might not be the right apartment for a week or so).
In 1998 when i was halfway through my studies together with my advisor we decided that it would be beneficial for me to go abroad and work a little in some other lab. My friend who worked in KTH (Royal Institute of Technology) helped me to find a professor who would accept me if there would be funding for my stay. So i applied for scholarship from Swedish Institute, which gives scholarships to people to come to Sweden for studies. Selection process was quite easy and i got the scholarship and in the beginning of fall i left for Stockholm. Ferry was taking me through Klaipeda's port and i thought that it's quite big port, however when i arrived to Stockholm i understood that Klaipeda's port is mere bay compared to Stockholm's. My friend met me at the port and we went to the university to do all the necessary paperwork. After that i was issued considerable amount of money, which was for the whole three month stay at once (bank did not want to open an account for such a short time). Well i took taxi and went to the apartment that was reserved for me. Taxi driver who did not speak English, though i suppose he understood at least some he let me out at some orange buildings and pointed me to the one that my apartment was in.
So i entered the building and took the elevator (lift) to 14th floor ( i do not really remember how i new that i had to be on that floor). Well after exiting the elevator i faced quite interesting problem - i could not find the apartment that i was supposed to live in. The numbers on the key did not match any numbers on the doors in the corridor. The building seemed a little odd at that time (in fact just different from what i was used in Lithuania) - there were no windows in the corridor and no stairs that one could use. The only place that was just a little bit wider was close to the elevator, all other space was lined with the same doors and a peephole in everyone of them. After walking back and forth for half an hour i start feeling as if someone was watching me through those peepholes. Standing next to lift i was examining my contract and the numbers on the key trying to find what is the magic number that would allow me to find the door i need. There was one girl passing by, however she said that she does not understand the contract nor she knows how to help me and i had a feeling that she just wanted to get out.
Anyway, after some examination of the contract serial number i found that some four numbers (in between some other numbers) are in the range of the door numbers in the corridor. So i ventured to check if my key would open that door. To my surprise the door opened and the apartment was unoccupied, so i took over it and lived there for three month (somehow with all the doors being so similar i still had a feeling that this might not be the right apartment for a week or so).
Na man švedijoje pirmą kartą buvo dar geriau. Firmoje buvo automatinės durys. Įpratome, kad atsidarinėja, bet vieną sykį įbėgau į jas per greit, nešvediškai. Paskutines dienas firmoje praleidau nubalnota nosimi. Iškart visi įsidėmėjo, pradedant nuo personalo direktoriaus.
ReplyDeleteMan su stiklais buvo panasus nuotykis Vilniaus parodu rumuose, kai kalbedamas telefonu bandziau praeiti per stikla - taip gerai nuvalytas buvo ta diena. Visa veida susidauziau ir dar gumbas issoko ant kaktos :).
ReplyDeleteMielieji Troy ir Mini, skaitydamas Jūsų ars memoriae inscribtus, suvokiu: каждому своё. Suvokiu savo tapatybę: esu višta perekšlė, norinti, kad iš jos šildomų kiaušinių kas nors išsiristų, – kaip žvėrišką priekaištą sau galiu paminėt: Mamertas Indriliūnas (1944-ų vasarą sekiojusį paskui seserį ir itališkai skaičiusį Dantę: „Tu paklausyk, ar ne gražiai skamba?“), žuvusį 1945-ų pradžioj); nebaigiau parengt jo Raštų. Tikslinu tapatybę: arba esu stipriai apipešiota višta, nepajėgi kiaušinių šildyt, arba (o siaube!) esu gaidys, kurio prigimtis neleidžia maždaug 21 dieną tupėt ir šildyt kiaušinius, kol iš jų kas nors išsiris. Rašinėju vienadienius dalykus ir tuomi save užganėdinu. Išvada: ?
ReplyDeleteP.S. Esu ten atgal perskridęs Atlantą, Šikagoj esu porą savaičių pabuvęs; ne, ne ten mano vieta; geriau jau Labanoro girios vidury.
O liūdniausia būna, kai užpuola schizofreniška mintis: jei tu nepadarysi, niekas nepadarys (t.y., pvz., neparegs M.I. raštų (plg. Broniaus Krivicko raštus – http://www.genocid.lt/Leidyba/anonsg7.htm) – pareiga kultūrai vs sąskaita už komunalines paslaugas. Pjauna, tas tiesa.
ReplyDeleteVaizdas kaip iš kameros į kaleimo koridorių. Negi tokia ir nuotaika buvo?
ReplyDelete-vg- ar uzpuole tapatybes krize?
ReplyDeleteNegaliu nieko pasakyt normalaus, kaip tik sena nuvalkiota fraze, kad kiekvienam savo. Idomu, kaip matuot pasiekimus, ar tai vienadieniai parasymai blog'ose ar keistos nuotraukos ar rasymai moksliniu straipsniu ar Rastu ruosimas. Vienareiksme isvada greiciausiai neimanoma.
Kartais tapatybes ieskojimai ir meto zmonelius po svieta, va as irgi esu ten, kur gal ir nelabai noreciau, bet uz darba, kuri megstu (ir dziaugiuosi i ji eidamas) moka pakankamai, kad komunalines paslaugas ipirkciau. Bet teko lakstyt visur, lankstytis ir rinkt po kruopa isminti, kad galeciau buti ten kur esu. Blogiausia, kad esi teisus, jei pats nepadarysi, tai niekas nepadarys. Is tiesu net jei darys tai bus ne taip gerai :) Bet skolos kulturai (ar mokslui mano atveju) jausmas neisblesta.
Todel pasiure Labanoro girioje su rastais tikrai maloniau skamba nei lakstymas po svieta ir savo vietos ieskojimas, bei pastovus jos pagrindimas.
Bet is to lakstymo nors vienadieniai blog'o irasai gaunasi, kartais dar ir kokia nuotrauka.
Reno :) na nieko panasaus :) nuotrauka daryta viesbutyje, kuriame nakvojome lankydamiesi vietiniame vandens parke. Bet ji man stipriai primine mano pirmaja diena Stokholme, kur name buvo lygiai toks pat aklinas koridorius su visiskai vienodomis durimis ir akutemis. Per akute paziurejes turbut is kiekvieno buto galejai matyti ta pati vaizda :)
ReplyDeleteMindaugai, daug ką pasakei, kas ir mano galvoj sukiojasi (mintys). Ir aš stengiuos į tą neišvengiamą life’ą žvelgt philosofiškai, bet penktadienio vakarai užaštrina pojūčius: imi projektuot save (savo žinias, įžvalgas) į kitos šalies kultūrinio darbo kontekstą, ir keiktis tesinori: tiek, kiek išmanau apie mūsų kultūrą, turėtų būt verta daugiau, negu gaunu (mažiau negu atlyginimų vidurkis, 2/3 žiemą tenka atiduot už komunalines paslaugas + kreditas už butą bankui).
ReplyDeleteKuo puikiausiai suprantu, kaip tokie komentarai atrodo: pats kaltas, ko čia dar verkšleni?!
Tuoj mestelsiu savam tinklaraštin įrašą (kai pervesiu pinigus iš sąskaitos už komunalines): kaip galėčiau užsidirbti, bet ar tai realu? Ar galima parduot istorijas?
Virgi, suprantu Tave kuo puikiausiai, nes ne is gero gyvenimo isvaziavau is Lietuvos (cia dabar galima mane kaltinti emigrantisku varymu ant Lietuvos). Ypac po to, kai teko pasistazuot uzsienyje ir pamatyt kaip net garsiausiu universitetu absolventai nepranoksta labai stipriai panasaus issilavinimo Lietuvos zmoniu. Visur zmones panasus, tik skirtingose vietose skirtingai jie vertinami. Idomiausia, kad kai mano dukra buvo parvaziavusi (gal jos atzvilgiu geriau butu sakyt atvaziavusi) menesiui laiko i Lietuva (siandien isskrido atgal) padare labai panasias isvadas i mano padarytas pries 10 metu.
ReplyDeletePenktadienio vakarai priveda prie visokiu apmastymu, nors man dar ne vakaras.
Parduot istorijas zinoma galima, manau, kad reiktu nusiteikt pozityviai ir judet ... , bet vel, viskas skamba labai sabloniskai. Lauksiu Tavo iraso tinklarastyje.
Fignie, to što bylo — to splylo
ReplyDeleteTu cia apie pinigus? :)
ReplyDeleteCha! dar nesumokėjau, iki mėnesio pabaigos reikia – pinigai iš sąskaitos dar ne сплыли.
ReplyDeleteP.S. Atleisk, Mini, kad vakar Tavo tinklaraščio komentarų laukelius palaikiau psichoterapeuto kušete, – nemokama.
-vg- nieko tokio, gyvi zmones esam, ir ne vien teigiamos emocijos mus apima ir yra reikalingos.
ReplyDeleteP.S. atsiverciu siandien lrytas.lt ir randu straipsni apie nelegalia senutes priziretoja Vokietijoje. Randu jame tokia minti:
Pinigų neturėjimas tvoja per orumą kur kas smarkiau, nei įsivaizduoja to nepatyrę žmonės.
Is tiesu, beveik noretusi pilnai jai pritart, taciau nuo vaikystes skiepyta panieka turtams ir materialiniam geriui kazkaip nemirsta, bet suprantu, kad kalba eina apie pinigu kieki butina pragyvenimui, o ne siekiant ypatingos prabangos.